urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvequalshrtbrk ::Everything Happens For A Reason:: ♥ LiCy ♥ 2005-03-07T05:25:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvequalshrtbrk:6103 2005-03-07T05:25:48Z 2005-03-07T05:25:48Z Lets Get It On- Gavin DeGraw <font color="#000000">yeah so its been a while since i have written in here..well not too much has changed i guess.. the last entry i wrote was in what..<strong>MAY last year</strong>..and it just happened not to long ago too..its wierd how you can feel the same way again and again...and each time u feel something so new and more hurtful than before..but whatever <font size="4">time goes by and things get better!</font> i have been <strong>dancing</strong> a lot more than before..and i love it! &lt;33 School is the same as always..and cheer try-outs are coming up again so thats exciting..as for myself, i've been pretty okay.. i have all my friends (u hoes <strong>all</strong> know u are! and my <strong>boysss </strong>thanks for everything og scratch 6 haha)&nbsp;who i love like wow. they've been there for me through everything..and yeah <font size="4">we have been through many problems but&nbsp; somehow we are still here.</font>&nbsp;On the other hand, theres one thing i wish would've gone a little differently&nbsp;but then again i cant control anything...and yeah i'm hurt...i dunno i guess thats just something i need to figure out on my own..i miss what we had but only God knows why things happen..right? ughhhh to much thinking.. <strong><font size="5">xoxo</font></strong></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvequalshrtbrk:5718 2004-05-16T19:56:22Z 2005-02-28T04:53:50Z Burn- Usher <strong><font color="#ff0000" size="4">Isnt funnie how right when you think you know a person, you really dont?</font> The girls and I had a talk last night and wow i havent had one like this with them for a while..it was one of those that just continued to branched out to other subjects..it made me realize</strong> <strong>a lot about the past and present and what might end up happening in the future<font color="#ff0000">..<font size="4">I think i know what i want, but i can't have it, not now i dont think</font></font>..time is the answer to most of my questions..Things keep coming up from peoples past..and<font size="4"><u> <em>i wish i could go back and see the truth</em></u></font>..the reality of what had happened and how it might have affected them and not me..unfortunetly it affected me..in both good and bad ways..because on the good side now i believe that i have become a more better person..on the downfall i feel tramatized..<em><font color="#ff0000">i cant&nbsp;continue looking back and reflecting on my past but thats technically impossible when the past continues to come back &nbsp;into the present..</font></em>i cant ask what i should becuase only time will tell..and no one knows exactly what it is i feel..there is just to much for me to handle at this point in time, and i have no idea who is being honest or who is lying to me..but for now..i am just taking things <font size="5">one day</font> at a time..<font color="#ff0000">how i wish i knew what i could do..licy..</font></strong> on the okay side of things are BEST FRIENDS! ALWAYS!!